Thinking about our time of happiness give me hope for the future. Hope that one day we will be as one. We have been like a rollercoaster. A rollercoaster with all the dips and turns, ups and downs. But yet I can’t get off bc the thrill it gives me. Making wants more. It’s funny how this thriller will never end. I want let it. Bc without it I would lose a part of me. My happiness it brings tears to my eyes. I want this more then anything.